New Formula

I need to edit this story i've created. My current formula is weak, needs a bit of the old polish. I'm putting these notes here because I know if I save them on my computer they are going to get lost in the massive amount of other files i've saved.

The Unlikely Hero- Our main character starts with selfishness. He partakes in this new world because it is an escape, it is his source of amusement, but he does not care for it's inhabitants. This selfishness is already well established in the early chapters.

2. I must add someone to give the hero a reason to care. Someone he quickly develops an attachment to.

3. Kill of that attachment by the end of the book. This in turn will cause a shift in development. Now the Hero has a reason to care, justice, vengeance, emotion.

Fleeting moments

For one night I was under the delusion of happiness. That's my flaw, my weakness, I could have the world in my hand. Empires, riches, and a creative well overflowing with inspiration. Yet without romance I feel as if I have nothing. I feel as if I was created as a Jew destined to wander the desert. Am I paying for past transgressions?

 I played this to perfection. With all the grace of a gentleman, all the courtesy of a saint. Was I destined for villainy? Damn it, damn it all. There is no romance nor sanity left in this city. I am moving on.

Foreboding?

I can't remember the last time I've feared the morrow?

Life in General

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time

New Beginnings

Lately life has been a wild ride of adventure and progress. My writing, reading, and book development has doubled from what it normally is. I've been dancing almost nonstop. I've invested in dance shoes and placed time aside for traveling.
I revamped my list of goals today. So after a few hours of thought I proudly present my new list of musts. Life is to short, it's time we start living and stop existing.

1. Attend a Masqurade ball, a real one all 18th century like.(Perhaps close enough)
2. Learn to dance ( An on going goal that I am making progress in)
3. Fight in the colosume.
4. Have my own library. (Another on going goal that could be considered complete.)
5. Ride all the Disneyland rides in one day.
8. Build a moat.
9. Go to sleep alone and wake up next to someone who doesn't even live with me and I wasn't expecting to be there.
10. See fireworks when I kiss my dream girl
11. Learn to fence
12. Dance in a (Elegant) graveyard covored in snow with a full moon and recite the nightmare before christmas.
13. Get lost in a hedge maze.
14. Build a clock.
15. Throw a murder mystery party.
16.Dance in the Belagio fountians. 
17. See classic on stage ( done)
18. Give a flower to one random person a day for at least a month, 28 days. ( Done)
19. Take a train somewhere for a few days.
20. Take a raft down a beautiful river.
21. Twirl with Fire flys
22. Recive my favorite flower
23. Travel out of the USA.
24. Publish a book
25. Find a hidden cave under a waterfall
26. Expeirnce or throw a treasure hunt with traps and riddles.


27. Learn to make three different dishes
28. Throw a cocktail party.
29. Have seven days of new food
30. Visit a national park.
31. Have my portrait painted
32. Wear a Kilt
33. Get someone to wear a t-shirt I designed
34. Buy everyone in the bar a round
35. Sleep on hay
36. get a shoe shine